Good Versus Evil

My carnal nature has left me consumed with self, a broken down ship on a voyage to the end of the Earth. The hypocrite I loathe, I had become and now, we come full circle again on this wonderful carousel of disruption. All the pleasures on Earth are not worth the torment of one's own self, not even briefly.
Consisitantly we seek, search and pillage towards a common good, but inside we all must be bad, we all must be mad!
Where is this balance and bliss and nirvana they have spoken of?
The Ying and the Yang?
I focus all of my energy and my joy only to lose it all at the whim of another and begin desperately clinging to nothing.
We chart many paths for the people behind us to have insight, sacrificing our own well being for the progression of our species, but we all must die.
So what do we do now?
Do we embrace the evil that lurks on every corner as the equal to good?
1 part evil + 1 part good = balance'
Does that equation make sense, or is this a recipe for disaster?
Where do we draw the line?
We all MUST be evil for the world to work.
In every part of life there must be is a positive and a negative for us to exist.
Why oh why then do we struggle our whole lives to be good and pull away from our evil nature, when we can just BE.
NOTHING.

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack..........

`tilly