When we makes mistakes and fall in life it can be the best experience ever, if we handle it that way.
Recently I made a few mistakes and when I set course to fix those mistakes, I was looked down upon. People who did not understand my situation, nor asked for it were quick to turn their back on me. That's ok.
Rather than fall off of my path I made a conscious choice to pick myself up and go deeper, to focus on the things from my past which haunted my present. I decided to let go of some really negative relationships and to mend some important ones, including the relationship that I have with myself.
I realized that I have had a great life,
I love the things that I have done and through each experience, good or bad, I am consistently becoming a stronger and better person.
Though some may not understand.
While I make mistakes, they are far less severe than the mistakes of my youth (I came from a rough place) and looking back at the reel of my life I can see how far I have come.
I have learned the importance of family,
something that was lacking in my life.
I have learned to be grateful for each walking step,
I have seen way too many people take their last.
And I have never lost the desire to fulfill my dreams.
I will cling to those dreams with all the strength that is in me.
Right now I am in the best place that I have been in my adult life. Please bear with me as I am doing a lot behind the scenes. It's a private time for me....but summer is approaching rapidly~
Love you all and thanks for the messages of concern!!
`tilly
