Thanks Friends!!

My last blog entry really sucked and I feel like I have felt lately that I have nothing to write about (which is far from the truth) so I have chosen to make today's blog a little thank you note to the people who love me.

This little note is to all of my family who are also my friends and also to the friends who I consider my family. Thanks for putting up with my bullshit!

Thanks for being patient with me when in my own stubborn ways I continuously choose the wildest and craziest choice ALL OF THE TIME.

Thank you for putting up with me when I was a drunk and so miserable I stayed blacked out.

Thanks for putting up with my sharp tounge and harsh words which are sometimes the fiercest when spoken to those who are the closest to me.

Thanks for not worrying about me when I pull a "Tilly" and dissappear sometimes for months at a time (but thanks for worrying a little too)

Thank you for reading my stupid blogs and acting interested in my ramblings and nonsese. I am truly discover myself and this blog is my biggest ally, not only am I proud of it, I depend on it.

Thanks for putting up with me missing appointments, phone calls, birthdays and any other special moment that I am SOOOOoooOOoooo not good at remembering.

I want to thank all of my friends for their encouraging words and sometimes for the discouraging ones, some of those negative words have actually fueled my fire the hottest (thanks KD)

Thank You all for your never ending kindness, not only to me, but to EVERYONE! I can proudly say that most of the people closest to me are not bound by material things and whether rich or poor are willing to share what they have with anyone in need.

Thanks for not judging me, for allowing me to feel like no matter how crazy my life that it's perfecetly normal for me, because its mine and has been created perfectly.

I am so lucky to have the people in my life who I do, friends that no matter WHAT happens, WHAT is said or NOT SAID, friends that will always be there because there is no alterior motive...they just want to be friends.

~one

~tilly

So I have turned things DOWN a notch as I have been realizing that lately my life is something that I seem to be enjoying an extra lot lately. Lately, I have been taking time to smell the flowers and making a point to try and enjoy whatever it is that I do, even if initially it is something that I may not really WANT to do.

Presently, I have been faced with roadblocks in areas of my life that I just feel like shouldn't seem so impossibly. Rather than let it get me down I have decided to use this time to give back in any way that I can and to spend my time enjoying great conversation with friends and the wonderful weather and landscape of Northern California. How blessed we are that we live in this great country. Even in a time when the economy is bad and there is no work, we still all have most of the comforts and luxuries that we are used to . Way more than a lot of other people in the world.

Yesterday I was able to attend the ATMOSPHERE show here in town with friends. It was a great time and I really enjoyed seeing so many people joined together to watch not only a great performance, but by a great performer who delivers a positive message that isn't all about the BLING BLING.

Today is 4/20 and while I am in a place full of events and things celebrating our freedoms, I did that last year, I have chosen to kick it with a buddy and hang on the beach slangin' music. That will do for me!

~ONE LOVE

`tilly